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April 27, 2022
by Maralee
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“If applicable, resolution of infertility issues”

The question caught me off-guard, although I’m not sure why. We’ve done a lot of adoption homestudies over the years. We’ve had to answer deeply personal and invasive questions. The topic of our infertility diagnosis has been addressed and readdressed … Continue reading

April 28, 2020
by Maralee
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Infertility– Suffering, Marriage, Friendship and Faith Radio Interview

It was a weird moment the other day when I verbalized to my husband that we are now experiencing secondary infertility. About fifteen years ago we were diagnosed with infertility, adopted four kids, experienced two miracle pregnancies that ended with … Continue reading

October 15, 2019
by Maralee
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Lies My Miscarriage Told Me

Miscarriages are cruel. They steal your hopes and dash your dreams. They silence you with shame and regret. They make you feel unworthy of the gift of motherhood that comes so freely to others. They make you second-guess every decision … Continue reading

December 3, 2018
by Maralee
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Zechariah and The Impossible Prayer Request

We got a letter from our pastor about something new our church leadership is trying for Christmas this year. There is going to be a Christmas offering– something above and beyond what we would normally give to help support our … Continue reading

September 26, 2018
by Maralee
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Miracle Babies Throw Tantrums Too

I came home late from a work meeting the other night. I snuck into the rooms of my sleeping children and kissed their sweet cheeks. As I tiptoed into the room of my six-year-old it struck me how big he’s … Continue reading

February 26, 2018
by Maralee
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Regrieving- When the Beauty Reminds You of the Pain

Grief is a funny thing. Sometimes it’s always with you. Sometimes you get a break. And sometimes after you think you’ve fully grieved and moved past a particular hurt, it all comes rushing back. I thought the griefs of my … Continue reading